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Long Gone GirlLong Gone Girl.
Fade away love,
It's late now,
Time for bed,
Don't wake to soon,
You'll catch me,
Stepping out on you.
I found out about
Your better other,
I can't quite wrap,
My head around it,
But if it's her you want,
I love you enough,
To let you be happy.
So go on now sleep,
A peaceful sleep,
When you wake,
I'll be long gone,
No memory of me,
All faded in the pastels.
This is what you want,
I'm happy to comply,
I'll be fine.
I just wish that we,
Could be friends,
But it would break my heart,
Go to sleep now,
I'm on my way,
Not even my footsteps will stay,
I don't judge you,
I love you. Always.
You ought to have tried harder,
Woo me a little, serenade me a lot,
I'd be yours on some sick level.
How quickly you gave up,
Shot me down! So what?!
If I was just toying with your heart.
Lizzie, you knew I'd never love you,
But for entertainment purposes,
You always came through,
Took away boredom .thank you.
Oh Lizzie, my ugly mess,
What an ego boost,
Your yearning gaze gave,
If I ever feel down, I hope to have you around.
Lizzie, I knew you were full of shit,
With your confessions of love,
And celestial compliments,
You must've thought me a fool, to think I'd fall for it.
Ha, Lizzie, I won,
Got you reeling all dizzy,
That's what being in love with me,
Will do to a weak creature like you.
I feel defeated like a child without a soul,
I feel lost and I'm mourning in the cold flow.
I've tumbled down in dark pain,
In the incessant reservoir of my eyes rain.
I'm too numb to feel pain,
Too cold to feel rage.
I just sit here in this neutral pool,
Regretting the times, I was made a fool.
The hurt still grows and my lost love,
Has taken a place in my fragmented heart.
My hopes and wishes hang on to him still,
Like a moored ship on a rock does.
Sleepless nights filled with fright,
And angry melodies that move fast.
I disappear into the black,
Everything, even yesterday feels like the distant past.
Ignominy UnleashedIgnominy Unleashed.
Oh I'd kiss you and he'd even let me. I don't care if they all watch. I want to devour you, consume you whole, with your pouty mouth. Oh, fruity mouth! Oh let me lie, between your breasts and watch you breathe. Feel my belly against yours.
You're a sin, robbing me of my ticket to heaven. I don't care. I must lie between your legs anyway and if its hell that I'm condemned to, I'll willingly go.
Just indulge me, Let me kiss that mouth and drown in those autumn eyes. You're too beautiful to contain, and no man would come close.
You're strange, pulling me away from the man I love. Never mind .I'll be yours, just let me, let me lie with you.
Between BitesBetween Bites.
Circle the corner,
Then come back for a little kiss,
I'll find you,
Put you in the front seat,
Take you home for a bite to eat,
Promise everything will be sweet,
Don't worry just follow me,
To you happy place, baby.
Carry you all the way,
Make you safe,
And keep you warm,
I'll love you till dawn,
And after it's all gone.
Make sure you're satisfied.
Make you want to only,
Lay in my bed,
And love me always,
Make you my slave,
So you can never run away,
I love you, can't you see?
Temperance ArrestedTemperance Arrested.
The bones in my body,
Dancing to the beat of pure hate,
Anger rattling around in my brain,
So unable to concentrate,
On the simple exhale and inhale,
Disabled, broken. Ready for blood.
Push me and I'll push back harder,
Bite me and I'll pull the skin off your eyes,
Hurt me and I'll rip your entrails on the floor,
Don't fucking try you stinking son of a bitch,
I'll break every bone and have you quiver like a twig,
Don't call me names I don't deserve and never will,
This is not what I earned; you cruel lying dog,
As long as I believe I'm right, I will fight tooth and nail.
Paper BulletsPaper Bullets.
Do I have to breathe?
For then I must create.
Life must not leave my fingers,
Until he says it's okay.
When will it be okay?
I want to digress,
Send me to shores,
Where my fathers did rest,
Give me your love,
Undiluted and uncompressed,
Let me live in the world,
I conjured while in your embrace.
Let it fill my lungs,
And crush my rib cage,
All so that I can feel life again.
So that I can reach heaven,
And look into my maker's eyes,
And ask if anything made sense.
Or if was I just a pawn in his game.
Teal FrogsTeal Frogs.
And sultry Saturday nights,
Girls in shiny sequin dresses,
And men with deep pockets.
Is this what enjoyment is?
Immersion in to the trite abyss,
Conformism to fit in.
Will nothing original ever exist?
Am I just a masochist?
Is this how grand life is?
A sordid, concept of complexities,
None of which I can come to kiss.
Main MediocrityMain Mediocrity.
I'm tired of competing,
And always coming up,
A few points short of best.
At being second fiddle,
Drowning in the collective,
Shadow of everyone else.
I tried to stretch my brain,
In compensation for my body,
With its short legs and broken skin.
Fed my brain all the,
Knowledge and nonsense,
That could fit in.
But just like my body,
And common black eyes,
My mind fell too short.
Leaving someone else to swoop in,
And claim that envied title.
Back to the grind,
The self-loathing reflection.
Trying hard to stretch,
But reminding myself, always,
That I'm average at best.
i will love you foreverI Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
and your kind, thoughtful way,
the joy that you bring
to my life every day.
I love you today
as I have from the start,
and I'll love you forever
with all of my heart
When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away;
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you,
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your heart,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever and Always,
I will Love You."
What if...What if...
I like you
I talk to you
I told you
I hug you
I kiss you
I love you
you hurt me
I Miss You.
I still miss your smile,
The light color of your eyes when you glazed at the sky.
Your warm hugs when I felt cold.
Your amazing kisses when I was mad.
I've really got to say your all I ever had.
I miss you every second
but you've only made me sad
we always seem to have gotten through everything,
but this time we fell apart.
You held me in your arms like no one has before
I felt love and cared
We had something so great
everything we ever shared
Love is two people never letting go
two people caring for each other no matter what
each day that goes on
love grows only bigger
realizing only one can be everything.
Sometimes I think I'll never find love again
because it was something so unexplained
I want us to be "meant to be"
I won't stop loving you
I won't stop loving you
my love for you won't ever die
I'm sorry I've let go
no longer by your side
Midna to Link
While you and I stand here
I have to say goodbye
Im so grateful for all youve done for me
Im fighting the urge to cry
But I have finally made a choice
I know what Ive got to do
I must destroy the only link
I do it to protect you
At first I didnt care for you
You were my way out
But I saw how much you had to risk
And you never had a doubt
In my desperate hour of need
You could have left me there
But you took me back and saved my life
I saw you did actually care
You fought through all the challenges
You got back up if you fell
You fought for peace and your land of light
But you fought for me as well
Ill never forget how much you did
And what do I give in return
All Im doing is leaving you
And a love for you to yearn
But please understand how much this hurts
To leave you so confused
I dont think Ill ever see you again
But please do not feel used
Through our travels I felt something
And I hope you felt it too
Your courage, kindness and
Life of a Hopeless RomanticShe cries herself to sleep...
She wakes up in the morning,
Turning on her computer, typing his words.
She writes of how he cares
For her, only her.
She jots in her notebook, anything she forgets.
She lives so alone.
But in her world,
And for once, she is acknowledged.
He strokes her hair, caresses her cheek
But no one else can see.
He whispers in her ear
But no one can hear
She bites her lip as the pain sets in.
She rests her head on the pillow
She begs for him to remind her,
Tell her how they met, her and her imaginary love.
He kisses her cheek, but she can't feel it
And she cries herself to sleep...
Link to MidnaI see a tear roll down your cheek
As you vanish from my sight
Why is my heart in so much pain
Its a feeling I cannot fight
This sadness that feels so sharp to me
I feel it has pierced me through
It is the fact I cannot stand
The thought of losing you
Why do I just stand like this
With words I struggle to say
I want to run and grab your hand
Why do I feel this way
You never seemed to have faith in me
Just your quest I had to complete
Youd put me down and push me on
And my feelings Id never speak
But somewhere throughout our travels
I saw a change within you
And deep down inside I still feel
That you know its true
You told me your real intentions
That at first you didnt care for me
But after all we had been through
I didnt care, dont you see
I saw the kindness in your heart
You tried so desperately to hide
You had experienced so much hurt
And still you never cried
I remember the careless words you said
When we both first met
I wanted to say that meetin
A poem....You're always there to listen
When I'm feeling down
Somone I can turn to
For a smile when I frown.
You always know just what to say
to get me feeling glad
And I in turn help you, my love
when you are feeling sad
We've had our times when we have not
exactly seen eye to eye
And times when I was so upset
we almost said good-bye
But I know this much is true, my love
Ill love you forever more
Its taken time, but now
you have finally opend up the door
to my heart....
You know my deepest secrets
Stuff Id rather not tell
To anyone but those who know me really well
I cant help but think
That we'll meet face-to-face some day
And until that day comes, I will wait
And never look away
the sun is shining bright
And the stars will point the way
soon ill hold you in my arms
We'll be together soon....Someday
Make it impossible to fly.
Make it impossible to die.
Make it impossible to trust.
A broken heart,
Makes it impossible to love.
+Hate+I hate you.
I hate everything</i> you do.
I hate the way your lips look in the sunlight.
I hate the way your laugh sounds.
I hate the way you look when you've
just gotten out of the shower.
I hate the way you look at me,
with all that secluded emotion.
I hate you!
I just hate the way you can make me do
all these ridiculous things, and
Say all these sappy words.
I hate them. Hate them!
I hate the way my heart</i> goes
psychotic whenever I see you, or
get a whiff of your hair... Your skin...
I hate the way I want to kiss you,
Of the day.
I hate the way I feel like there's a
fire inside me when I catch them looking at you, or
you looking at them, and
I just hate how I'd let you walk all over me...
Just to make sure that you like me, if only but a friend...
I hate the way you make me feel!
Because it fe
Funeral of Hope.Funeral of Hope.
So dull was the day
Where the handsome corpse lay
Sadness drifted in the heavy air
His sublime touch was no longer there.
The coffin was surrounded
With stargazers and roses fresh;
Somehow sent the message of
Life and love after death.
Umbrellas unfolded when the rain fell hard.
Not as hard as her tears
The figures in black stood quiet in grief
She cried and cried in disbelief.
His eyes were closed shut
Yet he looked only at her
Seemed sad that he could no longer be
At her side to love her.
She held him in her arms
And kissed his cold lips
Held his hand to her breast
And begged God to undo the pain he had left.
She looks at him; she was his love, now his widow.
What a heart breaking series of events
He had a fatal accident
Minutes after his sons head was shown
She shows little Ash his mighty dad,
He lost his father; her only hope
She lays her son in his bassinet
Kisses him and walks away slow.
Shes standing on the ledge
Her only hope is gone, she might as w
The BeginningHe told them, of course. He told those idiots everything, the whole damn story, including the blunder he'd made, and its consequences. Looking back on it later, he realized he had probably been in shock the whole time. It made sense, anyone would have been.
Soph was about twenty years old, and he'd been that way for a couple of years already, ever since the Hoarde had started attacking humanity from the past. Every day that passed, they ate at another day in the past. It sickened him. Those creatures had absolutely no regard for proper time and causality protocols.
It didn't seem to affect anyone else that way, though.
The Hoarde was the result of a human creation, of course, like everything bad in the world, though no one else knew about them. Then again, no one else had undiluted access to the power of creation. Even he didn't know much about the Hoarde, only that they appeared through some tear in The Fabric of The World and started killing people off. They appeared at some point in
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