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Long Gone GirlLong Gone Girl.
Fade away love,
It's late now,
Time for bed,
Don't wake to soon,
You'll catch me,
Stepping out on you.
I found out about
Your better other,
I can't quite wrap,
My head around it,
But if it's her you want,
I love you enough,
To let you be happy.
So go on now sleep,
A peaceful sleep,
When you wake,
I'll be long gone,
No memory of me,
All faded in the pastels.
This is what you want,
I'm happy to comply,
I'll be fine.
I just wish that we,
Could be friends,
But it would break my heart,
Go to sleep now,
I'm on my way,
Not even my footsteps will stay,
I don't judge you,
I love you. Always.
You ought to have tried harder,
Woo me a little, serenade me a lot,
I'd be yours on some sick level.
How quickly you gave up,
Shot me down! So what?!
If I was just toying with your heart.
Lizzie, you knew I'd never love you,
But for entertainment purposes,
You always came through,
Took away boredom .thank you.
Oh Lizzie, my ugly mess,
What an ego boost,
Your yearning gaze gave,
If I ever feel down, I hope to have you around.
Lizzie, I knew you were full of shit,
With your confessions of love,
And celestial compliments,
You must've thought me a fool, to think I'd fall for it.
Ha, Lizzie, I won,
Got you reeling all dizzy,
That's what being in love with me,
Will do to a weak creature like you.
I feel defeated like a child without a soul,
I feel lost and I'm mourning in the cold flow.
I've tumbled down in dark pain,
In the incessant reservoir of my eyes rain.
I'm too numb to feel pain,
Too cold to feel rage.
I just sit here in this neutral pool,
Regretting the times, I was made a fool.
The hurt still grows and my lost love,
Has taken a place in my fragmented heart.
My hopes and wishes hang on to him still,
Like a moored ship on a rock does.
Sleepless nights filled with fright,
And angry melodies that move fast.
I disappear into the black,
Everything, even yesterday feels like the distant past.
Ignominy UnleashedIgnominy Unleashed.
Oh I'd kiss you and he'd even let me. I don't care if they all watch. I want to devour you, consume you whole, with your pouty mouth. Oh, fruity mouth! Oh let me lie, between your breasts and watch you breathe. Feel my belly against yours.
You're a sin, robbing me of my ticket to heaven. I don't care. I must lie between your legs anyway and if its hell that I'm condemned to, I'll willingly go.
Just indulge me, Let me kiss that mouth and drown in those autumn eyes. You're too beautiful to contain, and no man would come close.
You're strange, pulling me away from the man I love. Never mind .I'll be yours, just let me, let me lie with you.
Between BitesBetween Bites.
Circle the corner,
Then come back for a little kiss,
I'll find you,
Put you in the front seat,
Take you home for a bite to eat,
Promise everything will be sweet,
Don't worry just follow me,
To you happy place, baby.
Carry you all the way,
Make you safe,
And keep you warm,
I'll love you till dawn,
And after it's all gone.
Make sure you're satisfied.
Make you want to only,
Lay in my bed,
And love me always,
Make you my slave,
So you can never run away,
I love you, can't you see?
Temperance ArrestedTemperance Arrested.
The bones in my body,
Dancing to the beat of pure hate,
Anger rattling around in my brain,
So unable to concentrate,
On the simple exhale and inhale,
Disabled, broken. Ready for blood.
Push me and I'll push back harder,
Bite me and I'll pull the skin off your eyes,
Hurt me and I'll rip your entrails on the floor,
Don't fucking try you stinking son of a bitch,
I'll break every bone and have you quiver like a twig,
Don't call me names I don't deserve and never will,
This is not what I earned; you cruel lying dog,
As long as I believe I'm right, I will fight tooth and nail.
Paper BulletsPaper Bullets.
Do I have to breathe?
For then I must create.
Life must not leave my fingers,
Until he says it's okay.
When will it be okay?
I want to digress,
Send me to shores,
Where my fathers did rest,
Give me your love,
Undiluted and uncompressed,
Let me live in the world,
I conjured while in your embrace.
Let it fill my lungs,
And crush my rib cage,
All so that I can feel life again.
So that I can reach heaven,
And look into my maker's eyes,
And ask if anything made sense.
Or if was I just a pawn in his game.
Teal FrogsTeal Frogs.
And sultry Saturday nights,
Girls in shiny sequin dresses,
And men with deep pockets.
Is this what enjoyment is?
Immersion in to the trite abyss,
Conformism to fit in.
Will nothing original ever exist?
Am I just a masochist?
Is this how grand life is?
A sordid, concept of complexities,
None of which I can come to kiss.
Main MediocrityMain Mediocrity.
I'm tired of competing,
And always coming up,
A few points short of best.
At being second fiddle,
Drowning in the collective,
Shadow of everyone else.
I tried to stretch my brain,
In compensation for my body,
With its short legs and broken skin.
Fed my brain all the,
Knowledge and nonsense,
That could fit in.
But just like my body,
And common black eyes,
My mind fell too short.
Leaving someone else to swoop in,
And claim that envied title.
Back to the grind,
The self-loathing reflection.
Trying hard to stretch,
But reminding myself, always,
That I'm average at best.
I Don't Want to Go.We say hello, we say goodbye
All I wish is to lay in your arms tonight
But all I have are my words, however, you make my mind go crazy and I'm finding it hard to write.
I'll hold your hand if you'll hold mine
as we watch Star Wars and recite all the lines
And just because we are who we are we'll laugh at Ani's dramatic whines.
We'll watch Doctor Who
and fan-girl until the day is new,
Can I just say you're cooler than the planet of Oods?
Let me hear your voice again
you're like the master's drums - I can't get you out of my head.
And when it's time to leave you make me say "I don't want to go"
I Love the ManSwing me sweetly into your arms.
I will be quiet, dear,
I mean no harm.
Our dance will be forgotten,
But remembered again.
In the depths of your heart,
I see a man and a woman,
Who love and run free.
Far away, night and day,
Wishing to be near you,
To love you with my all.
You hurt, baby.
I hurt, baby.
If I had the chance,
To sweep you away with a dance
And a kiss so soft on your lips...
I would pray to give you one second of bliss.
Although my words are clumsy,
And my ego has been running,
My heart wants to be near you.
I can see right through you.
You are a beautiful mess,
That I love more than the depths of the sea.
I love the man who loves a woman like me.
A love poemAlex:
He is the cherry to my sundae
He is the icing on my cake
He is as sweet as the cookies, the ones I always bake
He is the ending to my story
We were meant to be
He is really the only one
The only one for me
And I will be there next to him when he is needing me.
I have always loved him and this is just how I say it
Alex if you find this everything I said id true. And yes I was watching a selnder video when writing this IDK why but it helped you were on my mind. I love you with all I am, but that's no surprise to you.
Funeral of Hope.Funeral of Hope.
So dull was the day
Where the handsome corpse lay
Sadness drifted in the heavy air
His sublime touch was no longer there.
The coffin was surrounded
With stargazers and roses fresh;
Somehow sent the message of
Life and love after death.
Umbrellas unfolded when the rain fell hard.
Not as hard as her tears
The figures in black stood quiet in grief
She cried and cried in disbelief.
His eyes were closed shut
Yet he looked only at her
Seemed sad that he could no longer be
At her side to love her.
She held him in her arms
And kissed his cold lips
Held his hand to her breast
And begged God to undo the pain he had left.
She looks at him; she was his love, now his widow.
What a heart breaking series of events
He had a fatal accident
Minutes after his sons head was shown
She shows little Ash his mighty dad,
He lost his father; her only hope
She lays her son in his bassinet
Kisses him and walks away slow.
Shes standing on the ledge
Her only hope is gone, she might as w
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